the anxiety is killing me. all these waiting is making me go INSANE. why on earth does 30 apr never seem to be approaching? looking at the pile of revision that needs to be done by then, i want to faint and never to wake up till may arrives. why are not my fainting spells working when i need them the most? damn!
i have to drag to my room, force my butt on the chair, convince myself that nothing is impossible, and study. it is obstructing me from enjoying life. mugging from exams is definitely not an enjoyable thing to do when not all your friends are mugging with you. how i wish we could all experience this shit now!
there are so many things i want to do NOW!! i want to go blading!!!! pee, let's hit ecp when exams are over okay? let's skate and have a shitty tan. liting, i want to meet up with u!! remember our drinking session okay? fat, you will be back soon. i want to go your house and laze around(that's so not me but after exams, anything sounds perfect). flood my fridge with bnj ice cream. i swear i will be a happy girl if i can eat that everyday. spiderman and captain jack sparrow, i shall meet you in may, not forgetting micheal and jiro! i have not been dating them especially micheal for a super duper long time. i am dying to see my eye candies again. i want to drool. and and and, more birthday celebrations! may shall be the month of celebrations!
just let me sleep in my dreamland and wake me up when may arrives. come on, may!! hurry hurry, come fast!! stop lagging and run.
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